davenylane

I woke up this morning, at a mere 2 am in your arms; in your presence, cold- freezing to the bone everywhere but our two bodies. You are my heater, the same repetitive story my other always talks about. I never smoked with you until last night, and I'm so glad we did. It just reminded me of all the things we went through, all the bullshit- but all the happiness before the bullshit. And most of all, how easy it is to forget how easy and simple, and extremely wonderful it is to just have someone to be happy with. Someone to cuddle up with in the chilling nights of autumn, have the entire world on your back- but realize none of that matters because I woke up to you. Stay away from my house and just be completely at peace where I am in my life, somehow surrounding myself with you puts me at even a greater peace.

Life is beautiful. I watched this completely horrible Lifetime movie yesterday, I guess that goes without saying. I need a new good book, I'm being productive today.